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[dawnwillcome]

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[dawnwillcome]

[That gets a soft smile from her.]

You can be unbearably sweet, did you know that? Here.

[She pulls away then, but only so she can settle herself onto his bed. With his pillows propped up behind her she lounges back and then opens her arms to him, clearly inviting him to come curl up against her.]

This should be even more helpful.

[serves]

[He's so worn out that he only hesitates for half a moment before carefully settling against her, head on her stomach for optimal petting position.]

Talk to me. [That also helps. Even if he's got his eyes shut, he's listening.]

[dawnwillcome]

[She settles her arms around him, one hand resting on his shoulder while the other resumes carding through his hair. There's so little she can do for him, but there's no question she would do anything in her power to relieve even a fraction of the discomfort he feels now.]

Let me see... When I was a child, long before my magic had developed, all I wanted was to watch over my clan's halla. I was convinced that when I was old enough I would take over for the man who herded our halla and not even the Keeper could convince me to follow a different path. When we traveled I even made sure to stow away in the herdsman's aravel so I would be closest when we stopped to set up camp. That way I could be sure none of the other children could volunteer to help him unhitch the halla and get them fed for the night before I did.

[serves]

[That almost gets a laugh. It's more like an amused huff.]

Master Dennet would like to hear that one.

[dawnwillcome]

Did you know that when I first met him, he called me a halla rider and I got immediately offended?

[It almost seems funny now.]

I was still so wary of humans, so certain that the next moment I turned around there'd be one to slip a knife between my ribs or worse. As it turns out, he just thought they were beautiful.

[serves]

Sometimes I wish I could be out there with you. Not hear about all these things secondhand or through reports.

[But he knows his place.]

[dawnwillcome]

You're with me when it counts. Having you by my side at the Winter Palace and Adamant was more helpful than you probably realize.

[And he'll be there with her when they go to the Arbor Wilds, which may be the most important part of all.]

And anyway, do you really want to trudge around behind me while I lead a druffalo back to its pen? There are much more interesting things to do in Skyhold.

[serves]

Like I said. I've read the reports.

[Don't mind him as he nestles in just a little more, a hand resting on her leg.]

[dawnwillcome]

[She doesn't mind at all, not if it's something that's giving him comfort. This is Cullen, after all. He's been so hesitant about pushing boundaries she doubts there's any chance of it happening now, when he feels so unwell.]

Perhaps when we return I'll have Cassandra stay behind for a few outings, then. I trust you'll watch my back?

[Or lower, that's the joke.]

[serves]

[She's awfully comfortable for being the size of his index finger.]

I can't imagine her taking that well.

[dawnwillcome]

[She is at least the side of his thumb, thank you very much.]

I'll just tell her I plan to have Varric along as well. She usually doesn't mind sitting out if it means not having to listen to his joking.

[serves]

Mm. You're good at that.

[Keeping the peace or headpets, who knows.]

[dawnwillcome]

[He happens to say it just as she's gently separating a few tangled curls near the back of his neck, so it really is a toss up.]

Making sure she doesn't kill him? I should hope so, the world would be a sad place without all that chest hair.

[serves]

No. This. What you're doing with your hands.

[He's not moving anytime soon, though a shudder runs through his limbs. The worst is over and done with, but he still needs a few hours before he can even think about standing.]

[dawnwillcome]

[There he goes with that sweetness thing again. Jove smiles and gives him a gentle hug, pleased she could do something to make him feel better.]

You're out of reach for me to kiss your forehead, so this is the least I can do.

[serves]

[The contact helps. It's surprising. He's dealt with this alone for so long that the idea of letting someone else be right here for even the tail end of an episode is absurd, but Jove is helping more than a dark room ever could.

He opens his eyes to look up at her.]

Stay with me.

[It's almost a question, almost a plead.]

[dawnwillcome]

[She's a bit surprised he would ask, but not for the reason he probably expects.]

I hadn't intended to leave any time soon, Cullen.

[serves]

[He exhales, relaxing a little. He doesn't want to be alone, not anymore.]

[dawnwillcome]

Did you really think after wanting to come here hours ago I wouldn't want to be here now?

[serves]

I don't know. [He really doesn't. When he has his bad days, his mental state quickly follows and he's not too sure of anything.]

[dawnwillcome]

[She wasn't exaggerating when she said he was too far away for her to kiss, but she wishes he wasn't now. All she can do is tighten her arms around him protectively.]

I'd check on you every day and visit for as long as you could stand having me here. You can rely on me, Cullen, and it has nothing to do with me being your Inquisitor.

[serves]

[There's that self-depreciating smile again.]

Dare I ask what it is?

[dawnwillcome]

I would hope you wouldn't have to.

[serves]

[He's quiet because he's a big weenie when it comes to things like this, or maybe he's just resting. Still, one of his hands finds hers to hold.]

[dawnwillcome]

[Either way it isn't a thing she'll press, not when he's already had a rough day. Possibly she wouldn't even on his best day, but that's neither here nor there.

She links their fingers and gives his hand a gentle squeeze, though.]

Do you think you might be up to eating something?